[CAUTION :- Any wayward or stray reader who has stumbled upon this page may skip the rest coz the article below is not worth ur precious time.It is posted in my near vain attempts to retain this blog.
But My friends, who r visiting under my sheer compulsion may read on, coz u r already used to my non chalant chattering, no harm will come from an extra dose ;)It might even come as a welcome change that u r reading now and not listening !!]

Right now, im supposed to be working on my seminar. But for some mysterious reasons
( read 'lazyness and a constant sense of irresponsibility') im online and doing a bit of orkutting and yahoo chat.For the record,i created this in the month of March 2008, when i thought i was on the verge of becoming a great writer,judging by the way my thought process was churning out (lol!!).As it turned out, the torrent was only a way of getting out of the boredome coz during that time, if i remember right, i had some exam to concentrate on.It is when i sit in front of text books that i realise i have a thousand other ways to pass the time.

If blogs had a life of their own, mine would have hated me sorely for such a life of sunken loneliness. Probably it would have told other blogs over their coffee time chat that he/she ( i havent figured out yet whether its a he/she.since it belongs to me, it would be she i suppose?)is survived by a lazy scum bag of a girl who signs in for nothing except to try out different palettes for the blog and see how it appears!!or to check out on other blogs and to disappear without posting a comment!

Anything dear to one would be special, right? Though, uncared for, i still feel close to my blog!So anybody who would tell me to just delete it if u wont write ,i wont listen.What amuses me most now is the name i gave it in the beginning. I think now that "Silent space" or "Lazyness Realm" would have been more appropriate.Kinda symbolic.But for the time being, let the name remain.Coz friends are messaging me asking about the seminar preparations.I had told them that im planning to complete the whole thing today ,but here im,blogging.So here i go,promising to come back again, coz in all probability, i will be working on the seminar tomorrow too!!

"THE END OF THE DAYS"-an appeal to d Uni.

coming to hav a l'l talk,der is one thing dt has got me worrying abt for d past one week-"d end of d days"!!not one of those intellectual, concerned-abt-d-wat will happen to our universe-talk for sure!! i am talking abt d end of my sem break. "d most loved-reverred-cherished-enjoyed-nd sometimes even sweared at for cause of boredom-sem break" has come to an end- yeah even before i knew it..!!a very sad note indeed..nd wat happens next??i face d proposal of having to go to college from d next day onwards..not a very looking-forward-to sorta idea..


nd now that i talk about it,i realise der have been a couple of good things abt sem break afterall.not dt i dint appreciate it at d beginning,d "end of d days" make it far more important dan it ever was!!


it is a "semester" break which cud be without wrong also called "study break":thus having enlightened my parents d very eve of d starting of d glorious days,i made myself on d safe side,wid an assured no "r u not supposed to open ur book this hols??" queries, no sighing-behind-my-back during d hours-on-end devotion to net,no restrictions for late night movie watching,no counting of hours wen u sleep round d clock,no raised eyebrows for kicking up excuses to always go out...!!,this is one hell of a holiday u r enjoying..!


However,v hav bin told of a sembreak for quite sometime now...nd since d curiosity cudn't b contained longer,everyone started a info-hunt on deir own abt d possible sem break.Unfortunately,wat v came up wasnt pretty exciting stuff, seniors dint help much too-many put it off as a regular rumour nd others havn't even heard abt it...other very helping seniors even tried to shake us off d idea by reminding dt this thing has never ever happened before in d uni-history..."optimistic to d core" s d approved attitude here at college, "to d extreme" wen it comes to holidays nd postponing of exams..


But all of us continue to hope..for the blessing to come..

empty empty...

im feeling a l'l let down by d profound subtleness tat echoes around here(u mit call it emptiness,but i tend to be more gentle,hey its my blog im talking abt,not urs!!)...yeah,very much understandable,considering if even u dont care abt ur blog,then whu wud??

blogging is not as easy as i thot (or wanted) it to be..coz d urge to write has to come naturally..as one of my writer friend says,"u cant will it to come"!!too true...!! nd der is also this another big trouble,coz der mit be a million different things u can write abt,of which it is most likely tat in 9 out of 10 cases , d "million minus one things" wud sound to be essentially sleep inducing for all those who read..so der u go!!wat can u possibly talk abt then???!

no idea..guess it will take time finding out..till then, its amateurist postin..

changing times

5 years back,wen i was in my school,i wudn't hav bin surprised if one of my frens came up nd said,"so its true dt u actually hav a set of parents!!this is d first time i 've seen them inside d school campus!!".Too true..But now dey attend all d pta meetings at my sis's school,which is wer i studied too..nd im sure if d old teachers wer all der, dey would hav been too taken aback by my folks presence..!!dey even find deir time to attend seminars conducted at school abt parenting!! worse still dey make it a point to come eagerly to my college,each time dey get d pta committee's invite card..!! wat the !!wat s happening to my parents !!

and this kept me thinking abt myself..could it be dat d way i hav grown up made them rethink abt deir own ways of parenting??hav i disappointed them too much???i hope not..

my first ever post..

blogger would probably tell u that i hav been in here since march'08, hard put u would be though,in finding an earlier post than this. I do regret the lack of activity.The mysterious(!) absence of written stuff could be attributed to a recent trait i hav inherited..or rather, imbibed, (from where, i cant possibly say!)... sloth nd sleep!!

but now seem to be the perfect timing to do a bit of penning, 'typing' in this case..
thanks to the rescheduling of academic calender kerala university is attempting now,a decent break (the uni blessed us wid sem break) from all the academic stuff was the exact thing i was craving for...

abt one week before,i were to be found dumbed beneath an amassing amount of record work, assignments and related stuff..all in d midst of lectures which were becoming trifle too boring..not that life all on a sudden became too trying for me..but i badly wanted a break from d whole submission stuff!!

nd now comes d very refreshing sem break..and i hav no intention of turning it into a futile holiday...free time gone wasted cant be afforded always..nd here starts my experimentation wid d world of blogging...wishing happy blogging days for me..signing off,